by Lana Hechtman Ayers.
—inspired by Charles Wright, “Clear Night”
Clear night, angel moon dons its halo rising overhead.
If the lucky winds choose someone else tonight.
If God takes a paddle to his favorite child.
It’s nearly time for my body’s demise.
The page knows this truth better than anyone.
This page sun fades and time erodes to dust.
How often I wished on stars and dandelion
fluff to be other than a dark-skinned girl
full of blasphemy and poetry
indistinguishable from noise.
How often I felt strung up by
the seasons’ bright interludes.
I was the ignored apple
rotting in the grass.
I was the girl eschewing speech.
Now I am a crow arguing with sky.