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He Too Once Had A Mother.

October 1, 2017 by Exangel

by Charles S. Kraszewski.

Billy the Waistband slouches low
along the wall in Lummus Park,
his sparse hair bristling at his brow.
But no one there along the walk
that leads past the shower
at this sun-filled hour
(three o’clock)
notes anything amiss
(like his torn shorts, or the stains of piss
that terror’s
made there) or
El Cucarro, staring him down, death in his eye.

Then suddenly, a little girl
drops pail and shovel from her hand,
and points — ¡Mami, mirà! — a squirrel,
or something, darts across the sand,
straight at Billy, speeding
right up; Billy (bleeding
from’s nose) hurls
a bottle of water
at El Cucarro, off guard, who falters
in attack,
“Look out!” Crack!
Billy’s head’s split open by the other guy,

(La Cuchilla’s the name by which
he’s known — the squirrel — El Cucarro’s bitch,
for whom and in whom he exists,
for whose love he’d slit his own wrists
or any mojaneta’s throat —
and don’t think El Cucarro don’t know it)…

Billy is writhing in a scrum on the sand bleeding from nose and the gash above his eyebrow La Cuchilla has him by one hand when Billy heels him hard in the nuts while El Cucarro jumps the wall and it’s a free for all or rather “Two on one! No fair!” screeches a wrinkled tart with stringy hair while Billy bites El Cucarro hard on his brown foot and spits he bit him right below his big toe where there’s a colony of plantar warts it hurts all the same and El Cucarro is hopping along the sand cursing in Caribeño and looking in vain toward his flog green with pain crimped double holding in his hands his purple sack before they can renew the attack Billy is up and slumps across the wall “Run to the cops, dude!” a tall blond tourist points toward the beach as El Cucarro begins to hobble after the retreating Billy beating his crazy, blood-dribbling way among cocoa palms and sea grapes toward Ocean Drive battered, but still alive

The blond kid shrugs and turns away;
the little girl with eyes wide stares,
Her mama clucks ¡Peor que los perros!
“That’s nothing very nice to say,”
quips a wag walking a pit bull,
“Dogs are quite civil, as a rule…”

Meanwhile
Billy the Waistband stumbles near
a pile
of rags — turns out to be
Bennie Shaver napping near a tree,
“Fuck man, you smell! Get out of here!”
Then, thwack!
a cocoa husk slams in his back
(El Cucarro’s up and gaining);
Billy collects his remaining
strength and, rejected by those
he took to be his friends,
escapes cross the street; a Lamborghini slows
indifferently, to let him pass
to another world, of other men
who care even less.

Filed Under: EAP: The Magazine, Fall 2017: Sit, Good Human., Stay

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In The News.

That cult classic pirate/sci fi mash up GREENBEARD, by Richard James Bentley, is now a rollicking audiobook, available from Audible.com. Narrated and acted by Colby Elliott of Last Word Audio, you’ll be overwhelmed by the riches and hilarity within.

“Captain Sylvestre de Greybagges is your typical seventeenth-century Cambridge-educated lawyer turned Caribbean pirate, as comfortable debating the virtues of William Shakespeare, Isaac Newton, and compound interest as he is wielding a cutlass, needling archrival Henry Morgan, and parsing rum-soaked gossip for his next target. When a pepper monger’s loose tongue lets out a rumor about a fleet loaded with silver, the Captain sets sail only to find himself in a close encounter of a very different kind.

After escaping with his sanity barely intact and his beard transformed an alarming bright green, Greybagges rallies The Ark de Triomphe crew for a revenge-fueled, thrill-a-minute adventure to the ends of the earth and beyond.

This frolicsome tale of skullduggery, jiggery-pokery, and chicanery upon Ye High Seas is brimming with hilarious puns, masterful historical allusions, and nonstop literary hijinks. Including sly references to Thomas Pynchon, Treasure Island, 1940s cinema, and notable historical figures, this mélange of delights will captivate readers with its rollicking adventure, rich descriptions of food and fashion, and learned asides into scientific, philosophical, and colonial history.”

THE SUPERGIRLS is back, revised and updated!

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In The News.

Newport Public Library hosted a three part Zoom series on Visionary Fiction, led by Tod.  

And we love them for it, too.

The first discussion was a lively blast. You can watch it here. The second, Looking Back to Look Forward can be seen here.

The third was the best of all. Visions of the Future, with a cast of characters including poets, audiobook artists, historians, Starhawk, and Mary Shelley. Among others. Link is here.

In the News.

SNOTTY SAVES THE DAY is now an audiobook, narrated by Last Word Audio’s mellifluous Colby Elliott. It launched May 10th, but for a limited time, you can listen for free with an Audible trial membership. So what are you waiting for? Start listening to the wonders of how Arcadia was born from the worst section of the worst neighborhood in the worst empire of all the worlds since the universe began.

In The News.

If you love audio books, don’t miss the new release of REPORT TO MEGALOPOLIS, by Tod Davies, narrated by Colby Elliott of Last Word Audio. The tortured Aspern Grayling tries to rise above the truth of his own story, fighting with reality every step of the way, and Colby’s voice is the perfect match for our modern day Dr. Frankenstein.

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Mike Madrid dishes on Miss Fury to the BBC . . .

Tod on the Importance of Visionary Fiction

Check out this video of “Beyond Utopia: The Importance of Fantasy,” Tod’s recent talk at the tenth World-Ecology Research Network Conference, June 2019, in San Francisco. She covers everything from Wind in the Willows to the work of Kim Stanley Robinson, with a look at The History of Arcadia along the way. As usual, she’s going on about how visionary fiction has an important place in the formation of a world we want and need to have.

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