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David D. Horowitz

Scribbling at 3:00 a.m.

December 30, 2025 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz.

Decades ago a favorite professor of mine liked to disdain sincerity. “Hitler,” he would tell me, “was the most sincere man who ever lived. Sincerity is the most overrated of values.” I disagreed then, and I still do.

Sincerity need not imply authoritarian absolutism. On the contrary, it often motivates people to cultivate tolerance and balance. Nor need sincerity suggest greeting-card sentimentality. Rather, being akin to honesty, it can inspire people to admit doubt and welcome wonderment in an often confusing, complex world. And even if sincerity leads a would-be bard to compose treacly verse or predicable songs, what’s so bad about having the courage to admit you love someone? Talk of modernist irony and skeptical mockery all you want: unvarnished sincerity might still move and inspire.

Sincerity is a great energizer. It taps into the deepest layer of our consciousness, beyond facades and socializing strategies. This elemental centering helps motivate me and many of my literary friends to immerse ourselves in fearless reading, writing, revising, and conversing. Indeed, I often wake at around 3:00 a.m. to groggily scribble on a bedside notepad a resonant rhyme or phrase, half-cursing my addiction to poetry yet grateful a few words might yield a new poem.

To immerse oneself in the study of a craft one loves can deepen insight and refine skill. Lose such commitment, and we’d lose the expertise of people willing to work decades to master ice skating, French dessert cuisine, interior design, sitar playing, origami, Spanish composition, or one of millions of other interests. The “sincerity” of a Hitler is not more genuine because of its fanaticism. Sincerity can just as easily be about tolerant exchange. Granted, sincerity can inspire egotists to petty vengeance or fiery destruction. However, it can also inspire people to build cultural bridges, finely crafted art, and genuine love. Yes, love. How many people could sincerely claim total indifference to loving and being loved? Indeed, the fundamental problem of the world’s Hitlers is not their sincerity; it’s their need for constant adulation to drown out awareness of self-doubt and vulnerability.

 

Urgent Patience.

September 30, 2025 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. Each year many locations on Earth set new heating records. Our planet is heating; disastrous consequences loom; and many political leaders live in denial about it. Time is not on our side. Each year, conflicts, born of ancient hatreds and nurtured grudges, simmer and sicken, like cancer which is hoped to […]

Light Beyond the Loneliness.

June 30, 2025 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. Daylight complements, not opposes, nighttime. Typically regarded as a symbol of hope, understanding, and open-minded exchange, daylight implies idealistic aspiration. Nighttime, by contrast, suggests mystery, illicit desire, and lurking capacity for violence. Yet, nighttime also suggests rest, sleep, and refreshing retreat from excessive worldly attachment. It can suggest serene silence, not […]

Sun Shower.

March 31, 2025 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. Descriptions of ancient Greek mythology often feature nine muses, each for a different form of composition or field of endeavor. Malpomene, for example, is the muse of tragedy; Thalia is the muse of comedy; Erato is the muse of lyric poetry; and six other muses seed imagination’s fields. Featuring many muses, […]

“You Always Remembered My Name!”

December 31, 2024 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. During the past several decades various polls have exposed Americans’ ignorance about our history, constitution, and government. Do we forget too much or do we ignore too much? Or both? To forget one must first have remembered, but too few people commit to memorizing details unless they are about themselves. It […]

“Is It Okay If I’m Only Human?!”

November 1, 2024 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. “I just learned my beloved aunt has brain cancer and only three months to live!” “I just learned my son in tenth grade has a serious cocaine habit. How come I didn’t know about this earlier?!” “I lost ten hours per week at my job, and now—now!—I learn that I need […]

I Wasn’t Mature at Their Age, Either.

June 30, 2024 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. My memory feels like an underground river. It flows into and just below consciousness as it meanders through my day, which is sometimes spent tutoring. I’m semi-retired but I work part-time as a verbal skills tutor at a nationally franchised learning and test prep center in the Seattle area. My students’ […]

Matter of Conscience.

March 31, 2024 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. About seven years ago I chatted with an attorney working on a case involving drone technology. He looked fatigued and admitted negotiations were proving difficult. I asked him why. Respecting client confidentiality, he offered nothing specific. He hinted, though, that laws governing drone use are often imprecise and difficult to enforce. […]

Not a Trick.

March 31, 2024 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. “Yes, that’s my foldable luggage cart!” “Someone brought it in two hours after you checked last time you were here.” “That was Monday, a week ago. I’m so glad I checked with you and security again! I used it to transport two boxes of books I was selling at a used […]

Catalysts.

October 1, 2023 by Exangel

by David D. Horowitz. “Cats aren’t particularly friendly,” a friend of mine recently remarked to me. “Dogs,” she added, “are much more affectionate and trusting, so I love them more than cats.” I have heard many people over the years offer similar comments, and I, though a cat-lover, appreciate their view. Cats are infamously finicky—about […]

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In The News.

That cult classic pirate/sci fi mash up GREENBEARD, by Richard James Bentley, is now a rollicking audiobook, available from Audible.com. Narrated and acted by Colby Elliott of Last Word Audio, you’ll be overwhelmed by the riches and hilarity within.

“Captain Sylvestre de Greybagges is your typical seventeenth-century Cambridge-educated lawyer turned Caribbean pirate, as comfortable debating the virtues of William Shakespeare, Isaac Newton, and compound interest as he is wielding a cutlass, needling archrival Henry Morgan, and parsing rum-soaked gossip for his next target. When a pepper monger’s loose tongue lets out a rumor about a fleet loaded with silver, the Captain sets sail only to find himself in a close encounter of a very different kind.

After escaping with his sanity barely intact and his beard transformed an alarming bright green, Greybagges rallies The Ark de Triomphe crew for a revenge-fueled, thrill-a-minute adventure to the ends of the earth and beyond.

This frolicsome tale of skullduggery, jiggery-pokery, and chicanery upon Ye High Seas is brimming with hilarious puns, masterful historical allusions, and nonstop literary hijinks. Including sly references to Thomas Pynchon, Treasure Island, 1940s cinema, and notable historical figures, this mélange of delights will captivate readers with its rollicking adventure, rich descriptions of food and fashion, and learned asides into scientific, philosophical, and colonial history.”

THE SUPERGIRLS is back, revised and updated!

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In The News.

Newport Public Library hosted a three part Zoom series on Visionary Fiction, led by Tod.  

And we love them for it, too.

The first discussion was a lively blast. You can watch it here. The second, Looking Back to Look Forward can be seen here.

The third was the best of all. Visions of the Future, with a cast of characters including poets, audiobook artists, historians, Starhawk, and Mary Shelley. Among others. Link is here.

In the News.

SNOTTY SAVES THE DAY is now an audiobook, narrated by Last Word Audio’s mellifluous Colby Elliott. It launched May 10th, but for a limited time, you can listen for free with an Audible trial membership. So what are you waiting for? Start listening to the wonders of how Arcadia was born from the worst section of the worst neighborhood in the worst empire of all the worlds since the universe began.

In The News.

If you love audio books, don’t miss the new release of REPORT TO MEGALOPOLIS, by Tod Davies, narrated by Colby Elliott of Last Word Audio. The tortured Aspern Grayling tries to rise above the truth of his own story, fighting with reality every step of the way, and Colby’s voice is the perfect match for our modern day Dr. Frankenstein.

In The News.

Mike Madrid dishes on Miss Fury to the BBC . . .

Tod on the Importance of Visionary Fiction

Check out this video of “Beyond Utopia: The Importance of Fantasy,” Tod’s recent talk at the tenth World-Ecology Research Network Conference, June 2019, in San Francisco. She covers everything from Wind in the Willows to the work of Kim Stanley Robinson, with a look at The History of Arcadia along the way. As usual, she’s going on about how visionary fiction has an important place in the formation of a world we want and need to have.

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