by Diana Morley.
Just moved in when she knocks on my door. I open it looking above
a short older woman with deep red lipstick and dyed hair. She offers
a basket of tangerines and a Baby Ruth bar while welcoming me,
assuring me she’s available if I need help, or for company at local events.
A welcome I don’t want. Don’t need. Wary just looking past
at her flag waving for amber waves of grain.
But we soon talk, walking around the lake. We bond over early poverty,
over our love of trees and flowers. The next week, she and her partner
take me to lunch where he hears, blank-faced, I don’t eat beef, then
to a local performance of ‘Cabaret’. On the long drive back he replays
Bob Newhart sketches that keep us laughing. Safe. Thank you.
Another time, as I drive back from the annual art tour, we compare
being introvert and extrovert—how totally different our experiences feel.
She’s in awe. We’re both digesting. Too rare an experience—
like feeling elated when I see a rainbow arcing over at the same time
light raindrops are washing over my face.