by JW James.
how long she asked will I be your Muse
my dangerous ex and I sitting side-by-side on West Cliff
the horizon bared its teeth
there is no other I told her let me walk
a block a year another lifetime and still I’ll carry you
when I look in a mirror
when I remember a dream
or suffer a storm of nightmare
you’re in that 80’s music that didn’t last
in all the wine I cannot swallow
that space between breaths where god’s supposed to be
but I have no god I have a muse
in the pizza box you not pizza
you have filled in all the empty spaces, Muse
because you were tender and rough
my reckless blessing
I ended up with a muse not a lover
longing kaput jack of hearts inebriated
that paradise
that fall from grace