by Rebecca Harrison
Hope my messages get across.
Ok. So I was thinking, actually thinking too hard which I always seem to do, overanalyze, but hey what can you do, sue me for having an annoying brain that won't shut up. Anyhow I've been abnormally confused lately with basically everything. Maybe stress is getting to my head or maybe I'm just a nutcase and should be locked in the psyche ward for eternity…probably the latter…hahaha but seriously…I mean that's another thing I've been saying these phrases over and over, like "but umm…but seriously"……have I condemned myself to the insanity of repeating phrases to get my mind off things?…and yeah, I tried yoga, it worked for about.. let's say 2 minutes and after that I'm like screw it. No I'm not some depressed emo freak like on YouTube…"my life is just a black abyss so dark" hahahah I love parodies, but yeah so I'm making sure if I get so confused that I'm thinking about going to the dark side literally, I'll have my friends bitchslap me and I'll thank them, lol, k maybe not bitchslap but slapping some sense into me might work. Hey maybe I'll diffuse some more brain cells that have clearly been depleted by finals. I'm so mental these days that I did something I promised myself I would never do…buy 1 let alone many pussycat dolls songs…and actually like them yeah the horror is intense…I'm sorry but doncha wish your girlfriend was hot like me buttons the fact that their name is the pussycat dolls, doesn't that kind of make you wonder what our society has turned into…anyway I might wanna save more rants for when I'm level headed or just so crazily insane confused whatever you wanna call it so the entry will be so immaculately insane that even I'll laugh at myself and wonder why I'm not out searching for a job or getting a life..lol JK but seriously…DAMN
Physical Education is not exactly a bad thing, although it is not a fantastic thing either, P.E. is just an excuse for some girls to make their P.E. Clothes as short as possible and for misogynistic males to gawk at them like they are the plague of their consciousness, the people in the class don't even run or play the sports and the teachers do not enforce it.
The only people who actually enjoy the animosity are egotistical males. People fall into heat induced slumbers, and the teachers act oblivious to the fact that everything to the person is a blur. So why have this corrupt class. They say they want people to exercise more and delve into good habits, but what for if the only thing we do is play sports where nothing is fair and everybody gets hurt.
Is it just me or is the population of woman in America either incredibly overweight, anorexic, or retouched so much that the Photoshop deteriorates? why can't women just be themselves and guys like them for who they are, not how they look. I mean they say they don't like anorexics cuz it's stupid but then they don't even give you the time of day if you look below average. I mean I'll I admit I have sunk so low that it's hard for me to be with a guy who's unattractive cuz I mean it's nice to have a hot guy to show off to your friends, but are the hot ones worth showing off or are they just sex obsessed assholes who just wanna get laid? I'm sure there are good looking guys that are not assholes, but still looks seem to have taken over America. You read in magazines either A. this celebrity is anorexic or they say B. get flatter abs in just 10 days ,when the celebrity has been retouched or working out since she was 10. They put so much pressure on women that they all think they have to look amazing all the time or else they won't be loved by a guy, and will be single forever. I mean it sucks. I'm not speaking for all men because not all guys do that, but still I believe everyone is beautiful in their own way I mean if someone who is physically unattractive but they have a personality that is amazing I much rather be with that person then some incredibly Leonardo Dicaprio hot guy who's an utter ass. I seriously think Disney should be sued I mean they have all those princess movies that trick young girls into thinking their prince charming is out there waiting for them. That all they have to do is wish in a well and sing a little song and such, and notice how all the princesses are drop-dead gorgeous or in cartoon form supposed to be. Then the girls grow up, they're like 21, and they search for their "prince" and the guy pretends to be the one to get laid, or the guy is okay but isn't their prince charming at all, and then what happens when the girl becomes a teenager and realizes the only reason Disney made the perfect prince in those movies was just a way to get more money. I mean it's stupid, the girls don't want guys to be ugly cuz they can't possibly show off an ugly guy and the guy gets heartbroken or the guy is so hot and they keep searching for their dream girl and they find the girl that has all the qualities except beauty, then the girl gets hurt what are we supposed to do in a world of glamour and drop dead looks when in reality it's just not possible to be perfect? The media sucks for that I mean have you seen stars without makeup they look average like us ,but with their makeup it doesn't seem like they have any flaws and their body is due to god knows what. The media makes girls think that they can get the perfect body in 10 days and they can get the best look by getting makeup tips in magazines. I mean you are what you are maybe you don't look drop dead beautiful but in the end, you should be able to get the guy that will love you for who you are not how you look! And guys like that are the true "prince charmings"…where are they?…